Yesterday, everything was so horrible I felt shocked, scared and so agitated I want to bite everyone's legs off. Charlotte forced me to go on a long walk in this ruddy heat, and I was so hot I had a meltdown right then and there. I was so angry and so overwhelmed I felt like I would explode into blood! And then, we were forced to walk 1,000 metres all the way to a cruise liner just to take some stupid pictures, and I was more overwhelmed than ever, and when we got to the Highland Trenz, it was so horrible, I was annoyed and furious with what happened.
My day was made even more horrible by the fact that we all got stressed when trying to work Windows 11's password, and then due to all the extra tech time I consumed, I had a fight with Mum, and it was so horrible it felt like I was turning into a monster!
But...then, the ray of hope glimmered on me. It didn't burn me to death, it told me I was having trouble expressing my feelings, and I had a bit of creator's block. So, I think I should express my feelings verbally - I couldn't express them very often because I could only do it through tantrums, and when Mum called me a 4 year old, I was so hurt.
You've yet to understand that, every time I was a bully to her, or to others, I was being horrid not just to others, but to everyone else....all because I couldn't express my feelings.
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